You

Something you should know:

You were never a back-up plan and you never will be

You are the future 

You are The One and Only

You are the one that I want to spend my time with

You are the one that I want to share everything with

You are the one I can't afford to lose

**Heart You Deeply**

Learning to Let Go

It's been 71 day since those days

I dare not say that was completely miserable 

Nor will I say I was happy.

You were sincere before we started our relationship Which I though it will be the most beautiful relationship
I thought it will last..
I thought.
doesn't matter what i thought now.

Now it seems like we are never going back

I remember that day when i asked to break up.
i never mention about breaking up every time you hurt me. 
... well, maybe i did warn you about i may not be able to continue a relationship like this if this happen again
But again and again.. 
Forgive, Patience, Love
HOPE..
My friends pity me
You failed me, but i took a step back instead of confront.

Others may ask "Why don't you confront"
well, HAHAHA
How many times I've confronted ? How many times I'd talk to you about it?
What happen next?
I apologized for not capable to handle your ego. 
I apologized for not trusting in you which made you lie to me.
I apologized for being not good enough to you that you need other girls to satisfy your wants.
What a joke!
When I asked to break up, you were so shocked. 
You thought I'm going to be the HAPPY girlfriend and keep quiet for what you've done to hurt me?

I feel so relieved 
I do not need to be afraid anymore. 
Say goodbye to nightmares and to lies


This is the summary of the summarized summary. 

Faith - Hope - Love

Love Is In The Air

"You never know when you'll find 

What your heart is yearning for

All you seek could be there

Just a breath away"-- Barbie

!Happy Anniversary!

yesterday , 15th Jan 12:00a.m. was our anniversary! 

Super happy. hahaha..

Thank you

..for the LOVE you gave

..for CARING when I do not feel well

..for UNDERSTANDing when my emotional swings

..for being a LOYAL driver that never complain about distance

..for being a great MOVIE PARTNER 

..for STAYing after the ups and downs

..for all the JOKES you told to make me happy

..for PRAYING

..for EVERYTHING 

We both know we are still going through some downs

we are praying and searching the way

Things will be different, will be better

I still TREASURE the time we spent together

I still APPRECIATE the lessons we learnt from downs

Let Jesus Be The Center Of Our Relationship

"It's magic, when you are here beside me 
Close your eyes, and let me hold you tight 
Everything that I could ever need is 
Right here in my arms tonight "--Barbie

Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life.

约3:3 耶稣回答说、我实实在在的告诉你、人若不重生、就不能见　神的国。

约一5:12 人有了　神的儿子就有生命．没有　神的儿子就没有生命。

约14:6 耶稣说、我就是道路、真理、生命．若不借着我、没有人能到父那里去。

约3:16 　神爱世人、甚至将他的独生子赐给他们、叫一切信他的、不至灭亡、反得永生。

约17:3 认识你独一的真　神、并且认识你所差来的耶稣基督、这就是永生。

来11:1 信就是所望之事的实底、是未见之事的确据。

约6:47 我实实在在的告诉你们、信的人有永生。

朋友，你信吗？2014年，就让耶稣来带领你，给你平安，给你喜乐。

Love

Happy 300th days .
Thanks for being there through out the goodS and the badS .
Thanks for being patient with a girl like me.
Thanks for accepting me just for who I am.
Thanks for being YOU.
I love you ~

You are born to be loved

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5MRH5oNG7hA&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Love it!
Dear all, you are born to be love. And because of you, we are happy.
God is love.

Psalm 诗篇23

诗篇23
1 耶和华是我的牧者．我必不至缺乏。
2 他使我躺卧在青草地上、领我在可安歇的水边。
3 他使我的灵魂苏醒、为自己的名引导我走义路。
4 我虽然行过死荫的幽谷、也不怕遭害．因为你与我同在．你的杖、你的竿、都安慰我。
5 在我敌人面前、你为我摆设筵席．你用油膏了我的头、使我的福杯满溢。
6 我一生一世必有恩惠慈爱随着我．我且要住在耶和华的殿中、直到永远。

音乐一开始，这篇从一岁半就熟背的经文从脑海闪过。背了两遍，到了第三遍竟然想不起第二节。一直祷告说怎么可能会忘记？心很急，怎么第一遍和第二遍明明记忆还在，只相隔不到三十秒的时间却忘了。内心一直呼喊神，让我想起！

过后翻了电话里的圣经。

" 他使我躺卧在青草地上"

看了我忘的这一节，立刻领受了一句话:
"敬慧，你要休息，不要慌，看我。"

有多少时候我们只顾着忙，忘了神就是力量，忘了亲近祂，忘了仰望祂？

"他使我的灵魂苏醒 "
祂能更新我们的灵，赐我们力量重新站起来，使我们重新得力！

谢谢祢，让我重新了解祢的心意，就是要回到祢的怀里，以祢的标准为我的标准。
" 我且要住在耶和华的殿中、直到永远。"